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Reparation's back on its feet. [03 Jun 2009|04:40pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Era - Ameno (Remix) ]

I'm sure no one remembers my .hack fic. The multi-chapter not-so-epic epic I kind of dropped about a year ago when I drifted out of the fandom, even though I had awesome-ass plans for it. (Still do, mind you.) Well, in the event you don't remember it, and I don't expect you to, here:

Chapter 1 - The Light of Hope
Chapter 2 - O, Castitatis Lilium
Chapter 3 - Blue Lightning
Chapter 4 - AIDA and System AI
Chapter 5 - Harvest Moon
Chapter 6 - Legend
Chapter 7 - The Epitaph is Told (I'm still not sorry I used the name of Ovan's theme for the chapter title.)

But what does this have to do with anything, you ask me?

I'm getting there.

Chapter 8 - Prophecy

Booyaka.

In other news, I officially hate knockoff bootleg anything and really, severely want to murder whoever decided it'd be a nice idea to package my DS adapter (edit: which...doesn't even work for what I need it to) with absolutely no instructions at all and a supposed setup disk that doesn't even DO anything. >:| I swear, I'm going to stop ordering things online at this rate.

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I kinda forgot. [03 May 2009|08:41pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Himuro Kyousuke feat. Gerard Way - Safe and Sound ]

Okay, so.

The stitches did indeed come out, though I had to really be pushy to get them out. (Basically, "The. Stitches. Are. Bothering. Me. Yes, I know they're self-dissolving, but they need to come out. I don't care if it hurts taking them out. Take them out right now please.") I feel so much better with them out, though. I'm just wondering when my gums will actually fill in these little holes left behind; I'm sick of getting food stuck in them and having to power-rinse them with forceful jets from a syringe. It hurts. :|

Also, remnant nipples are strangely compelling. No, you are not required to understand this.

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Ow. I think. No, wait. Maybe just a little wince. [29 Apr 2009|04:01pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | Himuro Kyousuke feat. Gerard Way - Safe and Sound ]

I have stitches in my mouth. I want these stitches GONE.

Long story short: my bottom wisdom teeth became impacted and were growing into the molars beside them, so I had them surgically removed on Monday. First day was hell, second day was "dammit my stitches are gonna bug me aren't they, and fuckdammit my jaw is locking up", today is "I WANT THESE STITCHES OUT but hey I can chew again!"

Stitches come out in two days...unless I get fed up and pull them out myself. >_> I did with my last ones. I didn't actually have to go in and get those taken out, though. Wonder what's so different about these.

*attempts not to grab tweezers and give them an experimental little tug...for science don'tchaknow...they're loose anyway...dammit*

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...luck in disguise? O_o [16 Apr 2009|10:52am]
[ mood | aaaaaaaaagh ]
[ music | Tetra-Fang - Exterminate Time ]

I have had two hours of sleep - if that - I'm shivering on the edge of panic, and this has actually turned out to be very, very useful for once.

Put yourself, now, in my shoes. (Shut up, they don't stink.) For a moment now, you are twenty-one and a half years old and have several horribly irrational fears, one of which is...overflowing toilets. Stop laughing, dammit. Anyway, you have just dozed rather fitfully for around two hours, and you wake up - just as your parents are leaving to take your niece to play group - having to piss like a racehorse, so you open your bedroom door and step out into the hall, sleepily stumbling for the bathroom at the end of the hall.

Now, while you're stumbling along, you become aware of a noise that wakes you up right quick. From the basement, where the other toilet is, you can hear it running. This is nothing unusual; the flapper often doesn't seat right, and you consider going to jiggle the handle when you've finished. But what is unusual is the fact that you realize you can hear...splashing. Yes, splashing. You ponder on this (or, as I did, you go "oh shit don't tell me it's overflowing") as you relieve yourself, then make a mad dash back for your room, shut the door firmly (again, if you're me, you're thinking "oh god I can still HEAR IT oh fuck") and go right for your cell phone.

A series of somewhat incoherent texts later, your parents turn around and come straight home to find the downstairs bathroom floor in an inch and a half of standing water and more still coming.

...For once, I'm really, really glad this sort of thing makes me lock up. I'm also quite glad that I was able to catch the parents before they got too far from home. I don't even want to think about the disaster area the basement would have been if I hadn't.

(Of course, I'm thinking about it.)

I hate my brain. o.-

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Loveless [05 Apr 2009|09:39pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Momonashi - Tod und Feuer ]

...I feel like those girls in the Study Group, overanalyzing Loveless to try and figure it out, but I just can't help myself. Especially since I went and hunted down the Japanese version and then translated it myself.

Friend, will you fly away? To a world that detests us? )

...I'm too tired to go into all my overanalyzing right now, but take a look at that last line. In the official translation, it's "I offer thee this silent sacrifice". Yes, you can imply similar meanings both in the official line and in my translation of it, but there's one meaning you can't see - and that's the meaning of the kanji that ultimately became "sacrifice".

Y'see, it can also mean..."gift".

"I will become the gift"?

This last act is, in fact, Genesis' own interpretation, and he sought the gift of the goddess so desperately I wouldn't be surprised if he wanted to become that gift himself - but that isn't the point. The point is, you can imply from that line that the gift of the goddess is, in fact, people themselves - especially if you refer back to the prologue, and the line "She will lead us to bliss with her gift." With that mention of the world's end, you can again imply people are the gift; in essence, she leads her own gift to bliss. And reaching a bit, perhaps you can imply that as descendants of the Cetra, people are the goddess' gift to the planet itself...

...I dunno. Like I said, I'm too tired to be overanalyzing right now.

More when I'm not so damn woozy.

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um whut. [25 Mar 2009|02:46am]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | Gackt - Journey through the Decade ]

2:42 AM Pepsi-fueled sleepy thought of the $timeperiod:

There is something extremely, extremely sexy about the particle 'sa' in Japanese. Especially when said/sung in certain tones of voice (or by certain people). Sends a lovely shiver down my spine every time.

By this logic, "saa" is equally sexy (mmm, additional A?...), and "saa saa" is twice as much so, and dear god I find this much too hot at this hour of the morning.

I really ought to sleep.

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Dot dot dot. [19 Mar 2009|12:01pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Rurutia - Silent Prayer ]

Soooo...yesterday, I laid down for a nap, and woke up to find neither of my computers would connect to the internet.

I tried everything. Reinstalling drivers (where I could), plugging in a LAN cable (again, where I could), resetting the wireless adapters on both computers repeatedly - nope. Nothing was working. At this point, since I'd just uninstalled MSN from both computers before I laid down, I honestly thought some sort of registry entry or something had got FUBAR'd, so...I reluctantly backed everything, and I do mean everything, up, restored the laptop to out-of-box factory settings, and totally reinstalled Windows on this computer.

So, while I'm reinstalling and being very unhappy about this, I go downstairs to borrow Mom's desktop computer. Boot it up, and...wait. What? No connection.

Blink. Blink. Reset wireless card. Try to get new IP address. Realize it's the same problem these computers were having and that no IP was the reason I couldn't access anything past the local network.

"...It's not just me," I proclaim to my dad, and show him the proof, upon which he tries to go boot up his other computer and...guess what. No connection.

I start getting a sinking feeling that I've just basically performed the equivalent of amputating an entire leg to solve a gangrenous toe, and quietly suggest to Dad that he reset the router.

...It works.

I laugh hysterically in lieu of just bursting into tears right then and there, because I have just restored two perfectly good computers for no reason.

I still don't know whether I want to laugh or cry. Talk about riding the failboat.

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And...why am I feeling so bad about this? [06 Mar 2009|04:05pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Ishimoto Takeharu - Burden of Truth ]

I'm having another of those "I should not feel this way about what's going on" moments.

Clarification: Dad lost his job, I'm horribly upset.

I don't have the fucking right to get upset over this shit that doesn't really have anything to do with me. His job to get upset. Not mine. Not like it was my goddamn job.

I couldn't really hate myself more right now.

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MY BUKKIT! [25 Feb 2009|03:31pm]
[ mood | LOL ]
[ music | Gunther - Ding Dong Song ]

... my niece just cried "Bucket!" in a highly despondent tone.

I wonder if she's trying to take after the LOLrus.

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More textures. [13 Feb 2009|12:47pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Wakeshima Kanon - Kuroi Torikago ]

Another texture update over at [info]mahiru_icons. By all means, feel free to watch the comm to pick up updates, since I plan on making lots more textures and maybe even some more icons to share. :D

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Icon textures! :D [13 Feb 2009|02:29am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Wakeshima Kanon - Still Doll (Album Ver.) ]

I've made my first foray into the world of creating icon textures.

Observe. :D

*goes hunting for more base pictures to texturize*

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*spazFLAIL* [31 Jan 2009|02:16pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | Shimotsuki Haruka - EXEC_LINCA/. ]

o-omg Dissidia.

I am so very full of happy. And my icon is totally irrelevant keyword-wise but so very adorable.

...In other news, I have found out one thing that has me severely hating NIS, another thing that would make them hate them even more if I wasn't so happy that it didn't just happen to me, and am totally not looking forward to the level-grinding I will have to do in phase 5. -_-;

(hey, it actually took me ten days from "nothing can make me hate NIS" to "I FUCKING HATE NIS". wow.)

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Thought dump. [12 Jan 2009|01:56pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Ishimoto Takeharu - The Price of Freedom ]

My grandmother was in a car accident. She didn't make it.

I'm...I'm struggling with what I feel, here. I feel so incredibly guilty, because she and my aunt came to visit not even a month ago and instead of choosing to spend more time with them, I spent it off doing my own thing and only really socialized when I had to (though I did quite enjoy talking to them when I did socialize, but still, god, you'd think the least I could have done is spent more time with them.) I feel like karma's biting me in the ass, because every time a relative comes to visit, I always think the world is so uncertain it could be the last time we see each other. I feel like I don't deserve to feel so bad, because what contact did I have with her outside thank-you notes for gifts and the occasional phonecall and even more occasional visit? I know my dad's going to be torn up about this, and hell, it's understandable - this is his mother who died - but I...why do I feel like I don't have the right to feel bad about it?

Being numb and crying both at the same time is a fucking weird feeling...

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I'm...I'm so buzzed. [01 Jan 2009|12:15am]
[ mood | maybe slightly drunk 8D ]
[ music | Kamui Gakupo, Kagamine Len, Hatsune Miku, Kaito - Ryuu no Naku Hakoniwa Yori ]

Oh god.

This pineapple wine I just had a glass of (too quickly) is very strong. But so goooood.

HAPPY FREAKING NEW YEAR. 8D

(ogod so buzzed it's all tingly and I'm lightheaded and my hands are hard to move and I'm giggling)

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hfueghuidjvbgif *spasm* [28 Dec 2008|03:18pm]
[ mood | BAHAHAHAHA ]
[ music | typetype 8D ]

ogod

Angeal's fanclub

ANGEAL'S FANCLUB

ogod I can't stop laughing help me

*now she ded of Crisis Core*

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Talk about unnecessarily complicated. [20 Dec 2008|11:55pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Angela - Separation ]

I both completely love, and yet HATE WITH A BURNING PASSION, Sega and PSU right now.

With the most recent update, Ethan and Karen's partner cards became available. Okay, fine, good...only, the way to get Karen's card is - if I may quote TV Tropes - an utterly frustrating case of Guide Dang It. I am very thankful for the PSUpedia, as it details every little thing you need to do (I really feel sorry for whoever had to figure this all out!), but it's still just...gah. It does, however, unlock some wonderful new story bits that actually tie up some of the loose ends in the plot, so good for Sega.

...I also think this is the way to get Karen's card early, as opposed to waiting for the last two story missions to come out, but hey, you don't see me refusing it.

Anyway, what makes it such a Guide Dang It ordeal, you ask? Well, have a look at what you have to do.

- Clear all Episode 2 story missions. Progress to Episode 3.
- Clear Chapter 4 (Farewell to Mother), then return to clear part 1 of Chapter 1 (Despair and Hope) with an S-rank result. This will unlock an event after the trial in which a deactivated Lou unit is found in the rubble of Old Rozenom City.
- Clear Chapter 5 (Ambition's End), then return to clear part 2 of Chapter 3 (Will of Light) with an S-rank result. This will unlock a new conversation between Ethan and Lumia after the trial.
- Watch the discovery of the deactivated Lou unit after Despair and Hope 1, then return to clear part 1 of Farewell to Mother with an S-rank result. This will unlock a new choice before the trial in part 2 that allows you to take Lou with you to destroy Mother Brain.
- Watch the conversation between Ethan and Lumia at the end of Will of Light 2, clear Farewell to Mother 2 with Lou in the party, then return to clear part 2 of Ambition's End. This will change the ending event of the chapter, more strongly depending on the rank you clear the trial with. (I cleared it with a B-rank and the event changed to save, rather than kill, Ethan and Lumia's father; I think that's the default change, and the only thing the rank affects is the conversation.)
- Watch the new ending to Ambition's End 2, then clear part 1 of Chapter 6 (Photon Harvesting) with an S-rank. This will unlock a new choice after the trial that allows you to listen in on a conversation between Ethan and Karen.
- Watch the conversation event in Photon Harvesting 1, then clear part 2 to receive Karen's partner card.

...I have yet to get the conversation event, to be honest. BOOYAKA. Event get, card get, mutter grumble darn Karen why do you have to be so difficult. Also, that event was seriously gagworthy in its...lovey-dovey-ness. Ech.

At least I got the card. Now to work on Tylor's.

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EEEEEOMGSQUEEEEEEE. [18 Dec 2008|11:25pm]
[ mood | SQUEEEEEEEE!!! ]
[ music | Iceman - Shining Collection ]

Today has just been The Definitive Good Day of "things that make me go squee" news.

First: Advent Children Complete trailer. Yeah, I about died of sheer spazflail at the closeup on Zack's eyes.

Second: CROSS EDGE FUCK YES.

Third: OMGDISSIDIAHASGENERALRELEASEDATE :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I swear, any more happy and I am going to EXPLODE. And we don't want that. NIS AND SQUENIX, STOP BEING SO AWESOME. D:<

(only don't because omg fucking awesome omg you'll have to excuse me while I rewatch the ACC trailer yet again and drool. kthx.)

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You just keep trying till you run out of cake [16 Dec 2008|02:00pm]
[ mood | EARWOOOOORM!!! ]
[ music | Jonathan Coulton - Still Alive ]

I wish I could blame someone for this song being stuck in my head, but unfortunately, it is all my own fault.

However, humming/singing it while doing menial household chores such as mopping and sweeping somehow makes them much more entertaining.

...though it also makes me want cake. >:| Delicious, moist cake...oh cake, why must you be a lie?

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OGOD WHY. [04 Dec 2008|03:23am]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | Coldplay - The Scientist ]

http://www.insanejournal.com/userpic/6073717/81609

LOOK WHAT I HAVE DONE.

Please try to direct all Stupid Apples at the right side of my head. The left hurts for some reason.

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Uhm. [26 Nov 2008|11:21am]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Gackt - Returner ~Yami no Shuuen~ ]

It is...a highly unpleasant feeling to see someone you're close to starting to finally succumb to old age and lose their memory.

So, I know this lovely, sweet old woman named Shirley who, as a Jehovah's Witness, used to come over every Sunday with her friend Dee and do bible study with my family. After that ended, we'd often find her working weekends at the bulk grocery store until said store moved. She still makes it a point to come by every so often and drop off religious magazines for us to read, as she did today.

I answered the door. I was quite pleased to see her, she seemed equally as pleased to see me, we greeted one another and Mom came to the door and the three of us chatted for a bit. She said she hoped she hadn't woken anyone up (as I was still in my pajamas, I...really should bother getting dressed more often) and Mom told her no, I was just about to go to bed (which I wasn't, but it's a better explanation than "oh no, she never gets dressed") and we talked a bit longer...

Then she kind of peered at me and said something to the effect of "That's your other daughter - the youngest, right?"

I...didn't honestly get it at first. I thought I might have accidentally thought she was Shirley when she was someone else, as I really don't have the best memory for faces even if it's people I've known for years. But it started sinking in after a moment, and I just thank whatever deity might have been observing the proceedings that I had woken up with my sinuses bothering me so badly I had to take something for it, because I was a little too zoned out to get the "oh fuck" look that thankfully did not come onto my face until AFTER she'd gone and Mom had closed the front door. So she leaves, Mom closes the door, and I'm probably starting to get that look because Mom looks at me kind of sympathetically and doesn't say anything.

I do - I say it with that sinking feeling you get when you know you're right about something bad. "...Her memory's going?"

Mom nods. I probably get the "oh fuck" look in full force.

...It's depressing. She's a perfectly lovely woman, I adore her, I've always looked up to her even if our religious beliefs don't quite mesh (none of us are Christian, but honestly, Shirley and Dee were so nice we didn't mind it at all), and I always got the feeling she thought of me like her own granddaughter. And now she can barely remember me.

It's really depressing.

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